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[Jun. 4th, 2005|03:16 pm] |
Hey all, graduating from high school rocks! Anyway I'm sorry I didn't get around to writing till today; been super busy with work and just chillin' and stuff:) Yesterday I went to Valley Fair with Brianbot and L. It rocked so much, but it was sorta sad cause we had to leave at 3 due to L having to go up to Wisconsin and I having work.:P I should have thought of that before we left I think. Oh well I'm sure we'll be able to go there many more times this summer, whenever we have the money to spend. Next time though we should plan to have even more people, the more people the more fun!
Dudes I just got my room rearranged so now I have my bed in a sweet place and my computer in where my bed used to be, finally a computer in my room! That just makes my whole day so good lol.:) But I really wish I could add more to my live journal but I can't cause I gotta leave for work in 4 minutes lol. Better get my butt down there to do my daily slaving lol.:P Oh well at least it's "a form of entertainment for the summer." Have a great day all and keep smiling:) |
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| Believe in your self, and then just let the miracles that happen; happen. |
[May. 28th, 2005|01:25 am] |
Life has many twists and turns. We all change numerous times, and we can all change on a daily basis if we are apt in doing so. Yet there are some things we keep in life. Some things such as our heart, our souls and our beautiful minds. This is of course as long as your not stupid enough to ruin your mind on stupid drugs lol... anyway.:p Work tonight really taught me a valuable lesson. It taught me that life will throw you good bones and bad bones, but you should make the most with whatever you have. If you always lead a good life, and always try to look on the positive side of things, people will enjoy your company much more then if your constantly negative in life. Right now I'm just trying to have as much fun in life as possible. I mean junk in life happens, it's bound to happen and when it does of course it's right to talk things over. Yet don't mendle with things in life that are really too insignificant to really spend all your time on. If we all tried to just look on the bright side of things more, we could all lead much more happier and productive lives. Therefore I"m making a stand, I'm sick of complaining about any and every little detail in my life that goes wrong, or doesn't go the way I Planned. Instead I want to lead my life on the spur of the moment, taking safe yet fun chances and just living life to the fullest. Now comes the reason as to why I just made you read all that lol, here's a list of things I want to do before I die whenever that may be. Looking on the good side that wouldn't be till I'm very very old, yet things happen. If they do, I want to make sure that my life was all I made it out to be.:)
Things I want to do before I die.
1. Fall in love (not just lust or wanted emotions that aren't really there) with the right guy
2. Travel the world or at least every state
3. Make every one that I encounter in my life life's a little better, make them feel enlightened and gratified to have known me.
4. Save at least one person's life
5. Bungee jump to the stars
6. Really understand why I can be so negative on myself at times, and then try to change that
7. Forget about things that don't matter, and instead concentrate on the things that do (this is a start in a long process).:p
8. Make as many people as I can laugh in a day
9. Become a licensed Psychologist and have my P.h.d.
10. Forget about myself, and concentrate on those closest to me; the people that really matter.
11. Goof around with the one's I love/tease pick on them) at least once a day.:P
12. Ah ha this my shit!:P lol
13. Be myself
14. Take the "extra mile"
15. buy a golden Retriever and a dalmation
16. Prove to any one thats doubted me in the past, that I can really achieve anything I set my mind too
17. Gain Self-respect and stop caring only on what guys think of me
18. Stop Getting lost and get a sense of direction lol!:P
19. Never smoke or drink (so far so good)
20. End all the shitful relationships with friends and just let everyone get along
The People that honestly mean the most to me right now are:
Brian
Sarah
Shelly
Christina
Anna
Heidi
Jackie (yes you do mean a lot to me and I want your friendship back for good) I miss ya a lot
Jeff
my family (I know it's pathetic but I really do love them)
Faith
Stephie
Andy
Jody
Elsa
Courtney
Ericka
Richie
Co-workers (he he how lame I know:p) no really I love my job:D
I know there's way more of you guys but I don't think you all will read this so if you do and you feel bad let me know, I'll be glad to add you.
Dude it's like 2:00 a.m. on Saturday morning. I Just realized I didn't talk to like blainebengal_05 or brianbot at all yesterday.:p Oh well lol I'm sure they didn't mind, (I think they're getting sick of me lol) thats okay. It's nice to take a break everyonce in a while, even though I Love all you guys with all my heart!:) |
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| ValleyFair! |
[May. 24th, 2005|07:14 am] |
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Hey to all that can come and I know of course.:p Or someone knows you, like a friend of mine.:P Come to Valley Fair next Friday with us. I"m trying to get the largest group in the world to come. It should be a blast of fun and excitement, minus the actually blast. Wow crap it's already 7:16 time to get to the sixth to the last day of high school. See ya peoples later and remember as always, no matter what goes through in your life it isn't being in a relationship (boy/friend/girl-friend but more just having good friends (If not great friends) that care about you and are your family for the most part. This doesn't make any sense in a Valley Fair quere though lol so I will talk about it more later.:p |
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| "Sports wear to fitting room for customer pick up please" |
[May. 13th, 2005|10:43 pm] |
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Hey all,
How's everyone doing? I'm feeling so good tonight lol. I just got paid and it's Friday night after working in da fitting room. Plus I get a whole day off from life tommorow yey!!!!!!!! No school, and no work rock on! So I need to tell you all a funny story that happened at work tonight.
I was working in fitting room like usual and in the fitting room were required not to leave. So if we need anything from a certain department we have to call that department. There are two things in which we normally say if we need something in the fitting room. The first thing is (blah) department to fitting room for customer service. This is said when we have a customer who has a question about a certain piece of merchandise. The second thing we say is (blah) department to fitting room for merchandise pick up please. This is said when we need a certain clothing department to pick up clothing and move it out.
So here's my story lol. I had already called out the customer service thing for fitting room twice that night. So the third time I called I need sportswear to come to the fitting room for a merchandise pickup. Instead of saying the usual "Sportswear to fitting room for merchandise pickup" I said, "Sportswear to fitting room for customer pick up please, oops why I did I say that". All of that went on the intercom lol. In other words what I said was for the sportswear depart. to come to the fitting room, pick up the customers, put them in carts, and hang them up on the t-stands in the fitting room depart. It was hilarious lol. Especially since 30 seconds later my co-worker Daija called and said, "customer pick up huh" we laughed for like 2 minutes about that. It was such a fun night. The moral of the story is that even on a bad night, work can get good just with a little humor. |
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| School Lock Down |
[May. 4th, 2005|02:42 pm] |
Wow,
You are not gonna believe what happened at school today. It started out as just a normal ever day, went to First hour (saw a play) went to Second hour (law) and then went to Focus. During focus the seniors had a Senior meeting so we all went down into the Auditorium. However right in the middle of the meeting; you won't believe this... WE HAD A SCHOOL LOCK DOWN. We were stuck in the Auditorium for about an hour wondering what the heck was going on and hoping that we would be safe. We were told that we got to leave early (which was awesome cause I went out to lunch with Stephie at Subway). K well thats all for now write more later lol sorry so short, 4 people online at once=party!:p |
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| speedy entry |
[May. 3rd, 2005|07:02 am] |
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hey all,
It's Tuesday morning and I have 10 minutes to write lol. Man I've been busy lately. I went up to ND last Friday, came back on Sunday. That was pretty cool cause I got to see lots of cows and buffalo in the road.:P Moo!!!! lol.
Then Yesterday I had school and didn't find out that I had to work until about 4:30 (work at 5) crap lol! So I ran over there as fast as I could.
I bought the best book eva a couple days ago. I'm so glad I found out what it was bout before the world ended and it was to late lol. Anyway if you ever need a good book to read and you wanna laugh, and your interested in finding out the answers to the universe, you should really buy Hitchikers guide to the Galaxy. It rocks!
I have some really sad news, even though most of you probably don't her her. I don't think I'm allowed to disclose names on dis but anyway one of my good friend sis moving away. I'm sick of people moving away lol. I wonder is it me?:p
K well I better get to school. I have to take a test before school so hopefully my brother won't be the crap he normally is lol and let us leave early.:P Have a good one guys! |
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| ALL ABOUT ME (hehehe)/ My Style Quiz:P |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|03:18 pm] |
Yey!! I feel so excited for everyone that reads this, you guys get to see a side of who I think I am. I feel bad writing completely about me though because I feel self-centered, but then I again, isn't a journal the one place where life really can be all about you? I mean after all we can do good things for our friends and stuff all the time, but something you just need sometime to reflect on yourself. Also feel free to copy this quiz for yourself to if you wanna do one on you. It's da same as pretty much all da rest doh.:)
Favorite Movies/Top 5 1.Little Women 2.A Little Princess 3.The Matrix 4.Anything Adam Sandler 5.The Lord of the Rings Series Favorite Songs/Top 5 1.Concrete Angel-Martina McBride 2.Hey Dad-Simple Plan 3.What ya waitin' For- No Doubt 4.The Itch-Vitamin C 5.Red Blooded Woman
10 Words my friends would use to describe Me 1.Short (ha ha lol) 2.Crazy 3.Sensitive 4.fun-loving 5.empathetic 6.hard-working 7.loving/caring 8.determined 9.girlie 10.shy
Top 5 things I look for in a Guy 1.Caring 2.Adventerous/unique 3.Has a life:p 4.Personality 5.Good Conversationalist
Most Embarrasing Moment of the School Year Running into the cafeteria to get a pop out of the vending machine while the dance team was practicing. The thing is that on the way back I tripped of the plug from their CD player and it fell out of the plug-in. I left without saying anything lol.:P
Hope you enjoyed my short survey about me lol. Now I gotta go cause I'm starving. Need to find a good place to go out and eat lol. Have a good one guys! |
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| Sup all! |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|10:06 pm] |
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Hey everyone,
How was every one's day. Good I Hope! Today is my dad's Birthday; so I was planning on going to cell group cause I completely forgot about it but I'm glad I didn't go because if you really knew my family, you would know how much it means to me to actually be able to sit down and have a nice conversation with my dad. This may sound sorta lame but to me it's one of the best feelings in the world.
Today was pretty fun. Surprisingly I've been really outgoing and fun all day. It's amazing how great a day can be when you open up a little and just speak your mind. I would try to recommend that to anyone who's self-conscience or shy, even though I know how hard it might be. I recieved the strangest reply to something I wrote to Brianbot today. It was from some dude name Jeo0zero or something I think and he was all like I love you starchicka. I think he was high on life at the time lol. All I know is that the guy doesn't even know me lol.
I think I'm getting sick because I keep having this thing in the lower part of my stomach, sorta near my abdomen and it's making noises and stuff. I would tell more but I don't think anyone really wants to know lol.
Anyway chill out guys, and have a great day! I'm gonna go relax before I gotta start out a whole new day again tommorow. Good night all! |
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| Umm... well, ok, great! |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|07:53 pm] |
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Hey all,
Whats up? Today was awesome. My friends and I hung out at my place for awhile. Then we went cruising by the park and crashed out on the windshield. I let one of my friends drive my car and he is a perfect example of a maniac driver.:p After all that we went down to the Olive Garden. We all ate way to much to now were exhausted lol. I also have my grandparents here tonight. It's nice to see them again.
Next weekend I'm going up to Bizmark ND to visit some of my relatives. That should be really fun. It will be nice to see my other grandparents too cause they're really sick. Over the next couple days I'm gonna try to work as much as possible cause I really need the moola. OMG This dude on TV just jumped down a 50 foot tall building. Crazy! I didn't get to see him land, so hopefully he's still alive lol. Anyway I better get going cause I know it's only 8 but I'm exhausted. I also gotta talk to my grandparents for a while. Anyway peace out guys and have a good one. |
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| Sleepy |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|09:04 pm] |
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Dear Journal,
If you thought you were gonna work, work! Even if you have to beg the manager(s)/bosses lol because there's nothing worse then sitting at home by yourself all night especially on a Friday. I'm bored out of my mind and I have been all day.:p It's no one's fault though I'm just really bored. I'm also really sleepy so I think I might go to bed here pretty soon. Sleep can be so good for the soul at times. I think I will play Step Mania for a while (DDR only on the computer) and then see if any one's online and if not go to bed cause I am working tomorrow so I should rest up for that.
Not much to talk about right now. Hope every one's having fun partying! Wish I could be joining you'll.:p Have a good one guys and have fun!:) |
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| Life |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|07:13 am] |
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It's 7:13 am right now cause I woke up so early this morning. So now I can have a chance to write in da journal, yeah lol! I'm so nervous this morning because I have a play for English I have to do. What's so difficult about it is that I have a major 2 page solo part and I have to speak on the theatre in front of the entire class about drugs. I never thought I'd say this but for once I kinda wish I could have experienced a little bit of a drug, trust me I hate the stuff, but it would make my transportation into this character a whole lot easier. It's hard to know how to act like a character when you've never experienced walking in their shoes.
It looks like it is going to be a beautiful sunny day today. It's a little cloudy but then so's my mood.:p Last night was fun. I went to church and then after I went out to White Castle with a friend. We had a pretty good time (I think) I was a little tired and couldn't drive lol, I think I drove the worst I ever have last night.:p Sorry about that to this person (you know who you are.) The only bad part about the night was that no businesses were open and I felt like I wasn't being myself. I think that was because it was sorta late.
Now I will attempt to write a few sentences about my inner most darkest secrets.
I LOVE CHICKEN STRIPS
I HATE SCHOOL
MY CAR IS CRAZY FOR GIRL'S BUT COMPLETELY LAME FOR GUYS
UMM.... LOL
DID I MENTION I HATE SCHOOL?
MY FAVORITE THING TO DO LATE AT NIGHT IS BE WITH FRIENDS (SLEEP IS IMPORTANT BUT THAT'S AN ALL DAY THING)
I SPEND MOST OF MY TIME WITH STEPH but she is okay.
IN CLASS I LOVE TO DAYDREAM ABOUT WHERE I'D RATHER BE
I'M COMPLETELY A ROMANTIC PERSON. IF A GUY SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT WATER OR A BEACH OR LAKE, I'M AT IT LOL.:P ONLY IF I LIKE THAT GUY THOUGH
I DON'T HAVE ANY SECRET ROMANCES RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE IF I LIKE SOMEONE THEY ALREADY KNOW ABOUT IT.
I LIKE TO WRITE A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHINGNESS, IT IS VERY FUN.:P
I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE WHO TELL YOU WHO YOU CAN AND WHO YOU CAN'T HANG OUT WITH.
K I think that's it for right now. Maybe if you come back again the secrets will get even more secretive.:p I better get going though otherwise I'll be late for school and that sucks. |
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| New Car |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|10:31 pm] |
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Hey all,
So Yeah I know I promised I'd try to write in this like everyday but I lied. :P No actually I've just been really busy lately... honest lol! So on Saturday I went out and bought my first car. It's a 2005, silver Ford Focus. I also put in black and blue seat covers and a dark blue steering wheel cover. Completely pimped out yeah!
So wanna know something that completely sucks? It's when you really start to like someone as more then a friend and you think that person likes you back. But then that person meets up with someone else and you think that they like that person more then you so your completely bummed out cause you still like them. I have to make this a little difficult to understand because I don't want these people to know that I'm talking about them lol.:p Oh well it doesn't matter. It might suck but when it all comes down to it, it's a little something called life right.
I guess I don't have as much to write about as I thought I did. I need to start getting more hours to work, especially now that I have a car loan and I'm soon going to be going on a wild road trip down to Alabama. Should be fun but I only hope that I can get my best friends to come with me. Well anyway I'm pretty tired so I think I will be going to be pretty quick here. Good night all! |
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| Starting Journal |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|01:52 pm] |
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Hey all,
I just found out about this great website last night. I was surprised to find out that some of my friends already have accounts on it. Hopefully I will be able to have enough time to really get into writing. I think it's such a great idea that we all have a place to get things out or just relax. It's a good place to see what our friends are all about as a whole and as individuals.
So lets see what can I start off talking about today. Well today is one of those days where I'm stuck working. Well actually not stuck, cause I'm working for one of my co-workers but it's all the same lol. At least I get fitting room or Sportswear. Those are both fun because in fitting room you get to do lots of paper work and customer service (good at both I think... lol) and sportswear is like any girl's dream job, because it's all the clothes for petites, misses, and junior departments. So in other words you can go shopping while you work lol. Just make sure not to get caught by the managers.;)
I also wanted to let a few friends of mine know that I am so happy to have them as sisters again. You guys know who you are. I don't know where I would be without all of you in my life. Wah, I'm gonna start crying now lol, j/k. Yesterday was so fun, DQ, 4 girls babysitting terror child lol, and then just going cruising. I'm starting to hate driving though.
I can't believe that we'll be starting our last quarter of our senior year on Monday already. We should enjoy it as much as possible because it's the last quarter we'll be in highschool. I can't believe how fast our high school career went by. I mean I know thats what everyone one says, but you never really start to believe them, until it's your time to graduate. Lets still try to keep in touch as much as possible even when we seem to go our seperate ways.
Well guys thats it for right now. Thanks for reading, and stay tuned because I'll be posting more as soon as possible. Love you all! |
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